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Mar 1, 2011
@ 2:27:00 PM
I cried during my prayers last night. I wanted to change but I keep coming back. I couldn't take this anymore :( Saying that I wanna change is difficult. It's not easy. All the bad things that you used to do, is like a habit, keeps pulling you back. Yesterday, it was like a huge slap to my face. It will take a long time for me to be a good muslimah if I can't even get away from all the sins. My apologies to you dear Allah. :( I know I've been promising you to change. But i've been slow. I'm very sincere on moving on and changing. Please give me inner strength and protect me from evil. Please :(